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KawaiiPinayAngel
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Name: Jenn
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Stockton
Gender: Female
Interests: sleeping, hanging out with friends, anime, music, movies, DDR, making friends (even though its hard to make friends), chocolate, sleeping in class, shopping, video games, drawing, swimming, myself (everyone loves themselves. you do too), poetry, piano, clarinet, violin, tennis, reading, rollerblading, baking pastries, animals, dreaming
Expertise: backing pastries, poetry, being secretive, sleeping, sleeping in class, dreaming
Occupation: Student, Staff/Tutor
Industry: Administrations
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AIM:  kawaiipinayangel
AIM:  Loring67
Member Since:
3/9/2005
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| Yes! I am finally a high school graduate! I graduated May 27, 2009 at 6:30 p.m. Yes!
After all my four years of being in high school I have made it to the end of it. =] Next step for me is : COLLEGE.
Four years in college and feeling independent will be a fun adventure. I can't wait.
Bad thing about being independent is that I have to pay for my stuff. Other than that, I won't have parents watching everything I do and having all control upon me.
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| This entire year I have had trouble deciding what college to attend. My brother wants me to try Eastbay with my best friend. Beau wants me to go to Delta. I have no idea which college to pick. Beau's parents want him to go to Delta. Honestly, I don't want to go to Delta. I want to try something new. I want to try a different city. It has been so difficult talking to him about it because every time I try to talk about it, he'll end up saying my parents want me to go to Delta first. I'd say I don't want to go to Delta. He'll just argue back that I can't even sacrifice this thing for him. This is my education. It determines my life here. I have no idea what to do. I can't even talk to him about it. I can't talk to him about some things becase we'll probably end up arguing over it. I'm so tired of arguing over some stupid things. If I can't even talk to my boyfriend about things, who can I talk to? My other best friend is in Mexico having fun for his Spring Break while I'm at home trying to decide what to do. It's so difficult. I have no idea what to do. | | |
| I have not been on here for quite a while now. I have been so busy with my senior year. If I know it was complicated in its own way, I would prepared for it. I would have done many volunteer work, better grades (not that they're aren't good), and many stuff. This month I have to choose what college I would like to attend. I'm so sure which one I want to go to. I want to go to Eastbay, but my boyfriend said he can't go there because his family has financial problems. So I have no idea what to do. I need to decide soon. There's a possibility I might go to Stanislaus for him but honestly, I do not want to go to that school. My brother is going to be a senior when I get there and my sister attended that school for a year. So you see my dilemna right? My senior is gradually coming to an end on May. I don't want it to end. Knowing that I won't see 99% of the people I know after high school is difficult to comprehend. I'm so used to seeing that everyday in school or my classes. It'll get some getting used to. It's better to have them as friends than not knowing them at all. I have the greatest friends. I wouldn't trade them in the world. We'll keep in touch somehow, if it's 5 or 10 years from now, it doesn't matter. At least we'll see a glimpse of each other for that little of a time. After high school is the real world. Well most of the real world. I won't have my parents telling me to clean my room and this and that. Senior year is a difficult process to comprehend. Difficult to the heart, mind, and body. For those who have gone through it, how did you do it? Was it easy to live and forget? The rest of my senior year, I'm hoping to make a memorable one with all my friends and family. I'll be super silly if I have to. Funny moments stay in the thoughts forever. | | |
| Gosh! I hate Beau and my sister right now!
My sister gets me so mad sometimes. She didn't want to go to our private lesson for karate. She's like I'm all bruised. Doode.. I'm bruised too but I don't go complaining I can't do it. Stupid! Gosh! Man! Help me GOD!
Now Beau.. Well, he looks all depressed every time we go to our math class. Just because it's IB math does not mean he isn't smart enough to be in it. Gosh! I'm so tired of hearing him say it sucks! If he really he hates it then why don't he just get out! I don't know. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, it seems like he's making it my fault for making him get into IB Calculus. Gosh! I don't know what to do anymore!! Why don't he just get out! Then I won't have to see him have those expression. I guess it's just not for him but it's going to be harder in college. I don 't know why he's complaining. I don't know what they're talking too but I don't go giving those expressions of disapproval. Man! I just hate how he does that! I just want him to transfer then maybe he won't be like that.
Maybe silence is the answer. If I don't talk tomorrow maybe it'll work. Hmm.. we'll have to se.
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| Ok. The thing is, I don't know if I feel the same way I felt when my bf and I started dating. I don't know. Maybe it's because we don't see each other a lot or maybe of the little arguments we would have. It just feels different. Before when I think about him being with another girl, I would cry. Now that I do that, my eyes are dry. I don't know what to do. Should I let it go and continue dating him in hoping it will be the same or break up with him? The thing is that I promised I would never break up with him and he said the same about me. So I'm really confused!!! | | |
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